I stayed out again until 3:30. Not good for health or my morning me. But I'm ok with it. I love being able to be my youthful self while not considering the consequences. You're only 18 once, and soon I wont be 18 anymore, so why not throw a pretend rave at a bowling alley at 12:30 at night? I love my friends, I sometimes wish they would stop expecting me to conform to things of their liking, I feel like I need some friends who will love me for exactly everything that I do/am. I guess that would be hard for me to find considering I've never opened up to any of my friends that much. I just feel like I'm missing out on something. But I'm so grateful for the friends I do have and I love them all so much :D
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Im ok with it.
Posted by Gavin at 2:59 AM 4 comments
Friday, January 30, 2009
One of my videos :)
Me allie and missy made this video. My first attempt at editing a movie. I like it.
Posted by Gavin at 1:25 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Another
Just a quick sum up of last night because it was out of control.
Posted by Gavin at 11:28 PM 4 comments
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Yes I Tried.
I vowed to take pictures of winter at least twice. This is round one. I feel like I did ok being limited to my one small stretch of hill that I walk on... I somehow took pictures of myself too. But I like some of them so, haha.
Posted by Gavin at 10:15 PM 4 comments
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Night
Nights are weird.
Posted by Gavin at 11:53 PM 5 comments
Monday, January 19, 2009
Day
Today was. Long. For me at least.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
This is what I
I hate being a plan B. After living the plan C lifestyle from time to time, ive been able to pick up whenever I'm being used as a plan B and I dont know why I allow myself to think its ok. But ill tell you. Its always great when you are in the middle of doing something, and someone tries to use you as their plan B and you get to tell them you cant, leaving them stranded. Its so good. I feel like a hypocrite though, because ive used people as a plan B, but you get caught up in it sometimes, having friends. And it doesnt feel like a big deal when youre the one who has all these different options and such. I dont know. ok, moving along and keeping it short.
Posted by Gavin at 12:30 AM 2 comments
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Music Video/Picture Time
Going to do a music video. To one of the three following songs. Done all alone people. Im scared that it will turn out way cheesey and horrible, but its a goal ok? be supportive.
Posted by Gavin at 11:55 PM 1 comments
Nothing Interesting
Well. This weekend. Was fun. It feels like every day is mashing in with the next and I am starting to lose days from my memory. That sentence doesnt make sense but i dont care. It just feels like time is going by so much faster and its messing with my brain. Anyways.
Posted by Gavin at 12:05 AM 4 comments
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Resolutions/Outcome
Well, big surprise, my new roommate (Ian, his name is) did not come to church with me and Jason today. So I still have not met him. Also, I'm convinced he's scared that I'm some giant freak because after i came home, got dressed and made my exit, I heard his door opening right as my back was turned from his door. I turn around to friendly meet him, and, while the door is STILL SWINGING OPEN, he is gone. Disappeared behind his door most likely. I'm getting concerned.
Posted by Gavin at 10:44 PM 3 comments
My Living Situation. As it Currently Stands
Ok. I had roommates Ben and Jason. Ben moved out, Jason told an old roommate of his that a room opened up. Friend of Jasons moves in. Yesterday. I still have not met the guy, but last night. My friends came over. Both my roommates doors were closed and it didn't look like their lights were on, so we figured they were all asleep. My friends were mad because they hoped to see whether he was good looking or not. I'm just hoping he's normal. So we decide to go get a cake from Albertsons and we go and eat it in my kitchen. After Anna and Annie decide to try some 3 year old Day Quil, it was time for them all to leave. We have a door partitioning the three bedrooms and the living room/kitchen. (i hope partitioning is the right word) So Anna, Cyd and myself open that door to go to my room to get Anna's keys. She pushes open the door and we see my new roommate entering or exiting his room. Anna, not thinking, tries pushing the door open while its shutting so she can get a look at him. My roommate notices what she is doing, and forces it, very loudly, shut. Great first impression. And in an hour I'll be going to church with both Jason and his friend...
Posted by Gavin at 11:22 AM 3 comments