I would have posted this yesterday but I was too tired at the end of the night to even really use my computer much. But everyone just let it be known that Saturday, December 26th 2009, was one of the best days I've had in such a long time. Like, SUCHHHH a long freaking time. (Up until like 2 in the morning, but that technically was the 27th so it doesn't count) I just thought I would declare to anyone reading these things that I don't have depressing days every single day. Hahaha you're all amazing and I hope you are all happy.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Ctrmsahmis!
Well today was Christmas. If you would like to take a moment and read the blog I posted a year ago today, I mean, you can. If you do, you'll be very confused. Because last Christmas I kept saying sad things that it was my last Christmas for two years and it was just perfect and so sad blah. Well yeah, you will obviously see that I am still around wont you. Because of that, it was a strange Christmas for me.
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Cry Fest
I'm aware that my last post is all about me staying happy, I'm doing an okay job, but you know, I think the issue is I'm too emotional of a person to be happy all the time. So when I go on a happy streak, I have a break down. There has to be some sort of regulation as to my emotional balances. Because I'm getting annoyed.
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Monday, December 7, 2009
Just Realized
It took me a long time, but I've finally done it. Well, for the time being I've done it. But hopefully I remember that what I am thinking right at this very second is true, and that there are NO variables that come into conflict with this.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
June
I did a stupid thing tonight. I do stupid things every night though. I was having a pretty bad day all day and I knew it was going to get worse tonight but I decided to be an idiot and make it even worse and harder for me. I'm starting to think that I actually enjoy being depressed. There's no other explanation for why I cant just stop. The stupid thing I did was remind myself of the past. from like, march to june specifically. I'm sorry that this really is what this blog has turned into. I have no other outlet and I might as well document how I'm really feeling.
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