You must give up the life you planned in order to have the life that is waiting for you.

-Joseph Campbell

still.

I cant sleep, anddddd I can't function.

I'm messing everything up. And I don't even know if I'm making a single right decision. Everything feels so wrong but I keep believing that I'm being the bigger man and taking the high road or whatever. I hate that I know that I won't stop feeling like this for a long time, and I know it will just keep getting worse and worse until finally it starts to get better somehow.

I will never stop loving that boy.